Ehm I just wanted to tell you about
that sponsor thing

I'm just
I'm not seeing a lot of people right now

I don't really feel a connection anymore
but I tell him my story
just so he will tell me his
pretty self-involved

Remember how we used to get high
on competition?

I might go for a walk soon

One of these days I'll order a milkshake

I might come and see you soon
but I'm not sure if my heart's really in it

I might go for a walk soon
But I'm also getting really lazy

I don't think I ever really considered
what an impact it would have on my life
I know it's just an adjustment
but I have no real motivation

But I'm also getting really lazy
And now it's like my physique has failed me
my physique has failed me

I'm no longer fit for competing

I'm spending so much money
and I don't even know on what anymore
I don't even know on what anymore

My physique has failed me